Awkward silence11:04 PM
"You are such a talker" This is what i got usually during my junior high days. Time changed by shattering , changing the dimen...
"You are such a talker"
This is what i got usually during my junior high days.
Time changed by shattering , changing the dimensions and people claim so did i.Well , its obvious for it was then when i could express as i desired and interacted to a different level with my folks. And it is now where i can't utter words in front of people, especially the ones i meet for the very first time.The reason- being chained down in awkwardness followed by hyper consciousness prohibiting me to interface. Words emerge deep within but i tend to choke them back .And the words fail to fly out , never to reach out the other person.
Because of these ,people take me for someone either timid or proud overflowing with attitude. Once, i was supposed to meet a friend of mine who then brought his friend along. Since i didn't utter a word, he (friend's friend ) got all worked up pissing himself off to his face just because " i didn't utter a word " .This happens very once in a while and i have sort of gotten used as such.
But yesh ,on the brighter side, i do have a handful of people around me with whom i can be myself. I get all crazy flashing out all the words quitting THE worry about how they will take it.And among these comes a spicy , hot headed lady who puts me at ease every other time with an attempt to bring out the best of me.
For all your irritation and annoyance ,you will have to be by my side for the rest of your life and pay me up:P
And as far as the awkward silence which i am known creating for , i will make sure to deal with it in sometime .
Happy weekend guys ! : )