Why Don't you Hold Me In Your Embrace?1:12 AM
Corpse, Identical to how i lay in my bed . Without any blinks , i have already taken off my journey to the vast land where my imagin...
Identical to how i lay in my bed .
Without any blinks , i have already taken off my journey to the vast land where my imagination blooms . Memoirs of the past disguise into shoots trying to bud ,attempting to develop. But i mercilessly chop them off forbidding them to prosper. This act has turned out to be much routine -based and repetitive that i no longer try to win against .Instead i wait. Wait till all these obnoxious thoughts get washed away , wait until my mind becomes the land of calm.
The clock with it ticking hands give an evidence of gradually maturing night .
With each decrease in sec until the night thrusts itself into dawn to get merged within , i decide to sleep.
I attempt to sleep .
I cover the lid of my eyes , hoping to get lost in nap's tight warm embrace. But every attempt of mine goes in vain and disappointment gets piled up. Anxiety rush towards me .Does it aim to ship me to the highest state of anxiety ?I wonder.
As if i am trying to sail across the vast ocean of angst ,those waves head forward with strong glare flaunting its high current of worrying thoughts only to submerge me.And at mere times like this , i succeed to float back to the surface from the deepest sink of the earth .But will they return? return with those mighty force as powerful enough to constrain me exerting the greatest deal of autonomy never letting go ? I can't be the subject of captivity.
Now i've made my mind.I need to sleep for i have had enough!
I don't have the slightest idea as when i will be blessed to pace in the land of nod, when the goddess of nap will be generous enough to hold me in her embrace,
But i try to sleep ,
i decide to sleep.